in all this time I wait for you.
I staple down my heart.
won't somebody please undo this dream?
I'll believe you when the lights come on.
and the army starts to fight the incoming.
soon you'll be much easier to capture.
so calm down,
any desparate thoughts I have left in me.
an acceptance missed by just a bit of laziness.
it's only the unspeakable fear.
somethings gone,
I don't know how long it's been since it seemed this way.