I've been lying awake at night
I've been hoping that I'm alright
I've been winding myself too tight
Wondering if I will sleep tonight
Never thought things would get like this
Always hoping that they'd work out
Still ingesting the wrong amounts
Now I seem to be filled with doubt

I cannot stop this ride
I'm growing cold inside
I shouldnt let it slide
Will sickness be mine

This should not be my weight to bear
Go on acting like I dont care
Stop this high, I wouldnt dare
I have earned and deserve my share
Things like this happen everyday
While I'm in there I feel ok
But you say I should get away

Let me go just for one more day

I cannot stop this ride
I'm growing cold inside
I shouldnt let it slide
Will sickness be mine
I cannot stop this ride
I'm growing cold inside
I shouldnt let it slide
Will sickness be mine

I've got to medicate myself
I'm not concerned about my health
It covers up what I've been dealt
It seems the only way
I've got to medicate myself
Its been the only thing thats helped
Must cover up what I have felt
It seems the only way

I cannot stop this ride
I'm growing cold inside
I shouldnt let it slide
Will sickness be mine
I cannot stop this ride
I'm growing cold inside
I shouldnt let it slide
Will sickness be mine

Sickness is mine
Sickness is mine
Sickness is mine