I miss the way you make me feel
so cold and alone, so cold and alone
I miss the way you make me wait
by the telephone to tell you I'm trying to get by
learning how to tie my own noose
because you win and I lose
it's been so hard but you've been so smooth

so play it off and pretend
you never know what you got yourself into
I'll play it off and pretend
I never meant a word I said
now I'm starting to realize
that getting lost in your eyes
was the worst move, you win and I lose

forever isn't long enough
to get over giving so much up
to someone who will throw it all away
and a smile can only hide so much
I choose death over your touch
I fell head over heels into my grave

I count my lucky stars
I thank God I've seen a smile like yours
but don't take it as a compliment
just know it's straight from the heart
now I'm driving around yeah to get lost
just to find myself at any cost
if I hit the brakes my heart will stop
I'm taking comfort in the dark
I keep saying I know your not mine
but I'm praying that you'll be alright
because it's hard to let go of the ones you love
and I keep hoping for the best
as this wound heals in my chest
I know one day my best will be enough

I miss the way you make me feel so cold and alone