stumbling on the words again.
trying to make it all seem positive.
but 40 miles heading south with the radio preaching (not bitching I promise)
to me I shouldn't be happy with me.
well fuck you is all I have to say because that self-doubt can still hurt me today.
but through it all I know I can live my life
my fucking way with self-doubt in my heart in my way.
while my culture says I'm not ok.
but I've spent too many days with a smile on my face to have not found an amazing place.
long island diy. and despite our faults we can build something amazing.
if we believe in ourselves.
and a good friend has said to me he may still wish he's 15.
I told him to create his own circumstances.
yet I truly understand we can't always make our lives seem happy all the time.
just remember the strength is always there.
sometimes it's not all easy.
so let's take a step back.
question everything and tell ourselves we'll make this ok.