You called yesterday to basically say 
That you care for me 
But that you're just not in love 
Immediately, I pretended 
To be feeling similarly 
And led you to believe I was OK 
To just walk away from the one thing 
That's unyielding and sacred to me 

Well, I guess I'm trying to be 
Non-chalant about it 
And I'm going to extremes 
To prove I'm fine without you 
But in reality 
I'm slowly losing my mind 
Underneath the guise of a smile 
Gradually, I'm dying inside 
Friends ask me how I feel 
And I lie convincingly 
'Cause I don't want to reveal 
The fact that that I'm suffering 
So, I wear my disguise 
'Til I go home at night 
And turn down all the lights 
And then I break down and cry 

So, what do you do 
When somebody you're devoted to 
Suddenly just stops loving you 
And it seems they haven't got a clue 
Of the pain that rejection 
Is putting you through 
Do you cling to your pride 
And sing "I Will Survive" 
Do you lash out and say 
"How dare you leave this way" 
Do you hold on in vain 
As they just slip away 

Well, I guess I'm trying to be 
Non-chalant about it 
And I'm going to extremes 
To prove I'm fine without you 
But in reality 
I'm slowly losing my mind 
Underneath the guise of a smile 
Gradually, I'm dying inside 
Friends ask me how I feel 
And I lie convincingly 
'Cause I don't want to reveal 
The fact that that I'm suffering 
So, I wear my disguise 
'Til I go home at night 
And turn down all the lights 
And then I break down and cry 

Well, I guess I'm trying to be 
Non-chalant about it 
And I'm going to extremes 
To prove I'm fine without you 
But in reality 
I'm slowly losing my mind 
Underneath the guise of a smile 
Gradually, I'm dying inside 
Friends ask me how I feel 
And I lie convincingly 
'Cause I don't want to reveal 
The fact that that I'm suffering 
So, I wear my disguise 
'Til I go home at night 
And turn down all the lights 
And then I break down and cry 

Well, I guess I'm trying to be 
Non-chalant about it 
And I'm going to extremes 
To prove I'm fine without you 
But in reality 
I'm slowly losing my mind 
Underneath the guise of a smile 
Gradually, I'm dying inside 
Friends ask me how I feel 
And I lie convincingly 
'Cause I don't want to reveal 
The fact that that I'm suffering 
So, I wear my disguise 
'Til I go home at night 
And turn down all the lights 
And then I break down and cry 

Well, I guess I'm trying to be 
Non-chalant about it 
And I'm going to extremes 
To prove I'm fine without you 
But in reality 
I'm slowly losing my mind 

Underneath the guise of a smile 
Gradually, I'm dying inside 
Friends ask me how I feel 
And I lie convincingly 
'Cause I don't want to reveal 
The fact that that I'm suffering 
So, I wear my disguise 
'Til I go home at night 
And turn down all the lights 
And then I break down and cry