and I was like 13
and it was a Sunday morning I think

and I think both my parents were still asleep

I remember I was gonna play sick so I wouldn't have to go to church that day

(don't stop)
(don't stop)

and I turned over
and there he was

(my beloved)
(my beloved)

holding a pillow
he smelled of sweat and regret

and he said ....
shhhhhhhhhhhhhhh