Hooked up and sucked dry

It pried my eyes open wide 
But i couldn't make room for the fear inside
I shut down, I went numb
Tried to escape but I couldn't outrun. 

Stressed my head until it broke
The days slipped through my fingers like smoke
Back from the dead, no I won't forget
You haven't seen the last of me yet

Sometimes I wish I'd been a fisherman
Patient eyes and calloused hands
Move with the sea and hold the line 
Sitting still isn't wasting time

And guess what? 
I guess I'm apparently not too young to die