They said duck but I got caught and it took out my jaw.
They said shoot but I froze up, but I took in what I saw.
And I'm not blind.

These eyes of complacency are wide and asphyxiated
this coat of arms was free but you cost me everything.

You saw wrong in what I did, you felt I should repent.
But I can't give my consent, plus you ruined my weekend.
And I can't lie, I don't know how to apologize.

(I'm not blind and I can't lie to myself)

They said shoot but I froze up.