Boldness escapes me 
Cowardice seems so easy 
If only I could be more like the one I see 
I've failed you I've lied to you 
Yet you forgive and let me live 
Oh God help my weakness 
Oh give me your strength 
Father help me 
I'll go to any length 
On my face, on my chest, on my knees 
God help me please 
My spirit is willing but my flesh is weak 
I've got these beats raging through my head 
And someday soon this body of mind will be dead 
No more crying or laying on no death beds 
No more tears or fists across my head 
Only escape from hate and ill fate 
Bringing me down 
Making me look like some kind of clown 
Receive my crown, lay it at Christ's feet 
Only then do I get my DHD 
My devil hating degree 
My courage growing, the wicked I'm throwing 
Disgust for hate ever showing 
On my face, in my heart, in my soul