as of now i'm down straight up
and i can turn to the box for some peace
or a box for a piece
or a box for a smoke
but they're all gonna choke me

you're so crazy
enough in a way that i'll probably say you destroyed me

for awhile i was cleaner than now
then i started to destroy myself
with things that i love now the things that i hate
until it finally broke me

fuck my ass
choke me